" Love Does Hurt Sometimes, but other Times its Amazing" It wasnt easy but its a realization that from now on ooops...I'm alone (it hurts somehow but theres actually a relief) and then that reality hits me straightly "bull's eye" that Circumstances has its own reason to put things in perspective.
What A great day to start with! I thought I was alone but actually I am not.....well physically yes I was But I am so blessed, Imagine I just lost .01 % compared to 99.99% of people who loves me....My Family and my greatest Friends whom I just can count them with the numbers of fingers I have in my two hands. With them I was able to have that little steps to get back to my own world, being back to my oldself the improved me, with a big smile on my face that Everyday I am getting better.
It amazes me that every morning I am waking up growing Smarter, Braver and Bolder being the best of myself that makes me feel that Life is really wonderful, it may knocks me down at times but it knocks me up most of the time. There is always something to look forward to, no matter how bad it was yesterday.
Starting to clear the cluttered pieces is not as easy as throwing trashes in the garbage disposal. Discarding the thoughts of BITTERNESS, Bagging Up and Throwing the old patterns of unimportant sensual thoughts is a good way to reorganize my emotional storage area and I am taking each day at time, so when I am ready to open my door the storage is ready again to be fill in with good memories and its not all about how I felt yesterday or painful it was that matters, its how I'll be able to move forward that really counts and what am I thinking today and how I can do it tomorrow.
I am the Writer, the Director, and the Producer of my own life, it maybe a variety of shows, Drama?Comedy?Romance? and the viewer is nobody else but myself, it may be a hit or a flat, but what is important is not the mistakes of how I did it but the lessons I got from It!
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